Friday, 5 February 2010

There is absolutely nothing of interest to me, out there, on earth, at all

I've been flipping back and forth as of late, going from partaking in usual activities and being fairly anti-social (for lack of a better term).
I even went so far as to see a movie all by myself in the theater, something that I told myself before that I would never do once I tried it. It was a movie I had seen with others, so I guess it wasn't the same as seeing a film for the first time alone. I had already shared the social aspects that go along with seeing a film so, I didn't need to comment on anything or share formulated ideas about what the out come will be. It was more of a introspective rerun and a fairly enjoyable experience. Though, that's not to say that I no longer enjoy going to movies with others. That would never happening considering I am one of those people who talk and comment through out a film (though not the infuriating type of person who must question every little thing as if the person they are with has seen it before and knows the out come).
I guess, this flippancy as of late may have come from some recent event and I've just decided to partake in singular activities to confirm that I can be content in this way. I do like hanging with friends and will agree that some activities are much more enjoyable with other people. Maybe it stems from the other half principle... where one needs to find there's in order to be whole. Yet maybe it is as Sherlock Holmes had said, "Love is an emotional thing. I shall never marry, lest I bias my judgment."